Friday, May 6, 2011
SHAG! TIRED! Been sleeping late! No matter how early i reach home, i just couldnt sleep early! I Miss baby =( Been lonely without him already and now missing him! Its a damn torture! Only after work could meet up with him. But its ok at least i can see him! <3
In my whole life, i really wish i could make a mark out of myself! i wanna do something that i really want in life. Is to start a career on my own. Maybe not just start on my own, but partnership with a trustworthy people but i know in real whole, there's no such thing as reliable people in the business industry. U can only believe in ur ownself no one self.. I wanna have my own career starting from the basic i could learn from the elder. Slowly i can learn maybe for about 2 years! And slowly i know how to handle a business well already. I <3 gaming i just dunno why!. Just like the adults. Like to kill their time in majong. GAMBLING! But i dont gamble. I only can game and i only play game with b=D HEH! so FUN NOR! Im a entertainment person who likes to be in a entertainments/ gaming industry. If i got A LARGE SUM of money now, i defintely open a lanshop. It does earn after much of calculation. I WANNA HAVE MY OWN CAREER SIA! ARGH!
TIRED NOW! DRINKING COFFEE ALMOST EVERYDAY ALREADY! ARGH! HATE IT! make me feel so uneasy but can make my tiredness go away!
I miss baby! sigh..
In my whole life, i really wish i could make a mark out of myself! i wanna do something that i really want in life. Is to start a career on my own. Maybe not just start on my own, but partnership with a trustworthy people but i know in real whole, there's no such thing as reliable people in the business industry. U can only believe in ur ownself no one self.. I wanna have my own career starting from the basic i could learn from the elder. Slowly i can learn maybe for about 2 years! And slowly i know how to handle a business well already. I <3 gaming i just dunno why!. Just like the adults. Like to kill their time in majong. GAMBLING! But i dont gamble. I only can game and i only play game with b=D HEH! so FUN NOR! Im a entertainment person who likes to be in a entertainments/ gaming industry. If i got A LARGE SUM of money now, i defintely open a lanshop. It does earn after much of calculation. I WANNA HAVE MY OWN CAREER SIA! ARGH!
TIRED NOW! DRINKING COFFEE ALMOST EVERYDAY ALREADY! ARGH! HATE IT! make me feel so uneasy but can make my tiredness go away!
I miss baby! sigh..
what we could have been, 8:58 AM.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Baby's gonna have his first polling on saturday 7 May 2011. I guess he will be like blur sotong 1 luh!. I dont have to vote on that day! i dunno why either! LOL! But its good also lah! stressed over this election stuff!! HAHA! Im back to work! I wanna build our future together, grow old with you and of cause write our stories through our days! No matter how hard, we still have to pull it through. =D Baby very skinny! argh! I wan him fat fat! but instead his the one keep feeding me! but! on Vesak's day, my mom gonna bring to Aibi to buy trackmill! Im so gonna run and sweat and slim down very soon! Thanks to baby! RAHHH!! I miss hugging baby to sleep and awake beside him! i miss his smell! i miss the way he play with me before i turned in to bed! I miss him kissing my cheek or forehead before i went to bed! i miss every single little things that we've done! Thanks to his brother luh! Talk without his senses!! I dislike him alot! But am so not gonna care! N's the one been suffering! The pain in his eyes all this years. ALL BECCAUSE OF THE ADULTS LAH! Dunno how to think! STUPID ADULT! It's been 9 months already! Time doesnt prove anything ! But im sure that our love prove something! RIGHT BABY!? If u are reading it luh! TANGO TANGO WITH B EVERYNIGHT! HAHAH! DAM FUN TANGO-ING WITH B!
P.s <3 <3 I LOVE U BABY AND IM SORRY!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=To4sVM8KhV4
P.s <3 <3 I LOVE U BABY AND IM SORRY!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=To4sVM8KhV4
what we could have been, 9:37 AM.
