Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Sigh recently have not been working. I really am trying myself to work. To work is to love that job dearly so u will keep going to work. These few days been crying madly cause of some problems between me and b. I just know I really love him alot. His smile, makes my day. I broken promises time after time. I'm not a useless person just that I know that thins are not in the way right now. For example, I love to do my things like openin a shop of my own desire cracking deep brain cells. I'm more to a entertainment person! I hate office jobs. Sigh sigh. How I wish I got a job that I love so much till it never stop myself from working. Nobody cannot talk senses to me. Everynight I just cried, why am I so useless. Why I donnoe what I want. I just Love to be a good wife hahaha! I'm like my mother supporting the man always! It's believes. :) I love u b really! Sorry sorry for all the tears that u shed. After all, conclusion, my parents are super nice just that I doesnt know how to treasure I guess I'm the fked up 1 T.T
what we could have been, 2:44 AM.
