Yesterday after work went to look for b. And guess what we went to have dinner at 8 plus! At newton circus with his mom! After that we head to dobhy:D recently i've been thinking, what is life all about. Is God making a fool of me. Why am i acted in this way. Actually it was like this. It was all a freaking joke after all and i actually took it seriously. B, told his mate that, im his friend when he actually play around with his mate and i was sad. I didnt realised my reaction was that big.
ACTUALLY IM A FRIEND TO U. But it was a GOD DAMN JOKE. Zz. But its not funny lor. Im being sensitive Cause i treat this rls dam serious about it. He apologized to me but i did forgive him but im still sad about it. Greatly in deep hurt. Is this a fact. Girls like to show fake smile but guys like to give fake feelings? sigh. totally hurt been crying for 2 long days already. Its really a great impact affected me. i've tried to stay strong trying not to throw temper to b. Anw im affected that's all. ALL i know, things gonna be fine. N b hurt himself till there's a cut on his shoulder bone area. silly of him! SIGH IF U DIDNT SAY nothing had happened. No matter whoever who doesnt like u, or trying to ruin my rls, i dun give a fuck about it. Fate brought us together. I hate at times people judge u from the outside. Doesnt know u well enough, and di di say di di say. fk all this people all i know u told me im your last girl. ok b. i love u. dont ever hurt urself like this and walk away.
P.S Promised we hold tight and walk on with our lives kay. Like u sad we have to write many stories about our life=D <3
what we could have been, 10:06 AM.
I'm useless. I can't do things well. I don't like to do stuff that I don't like to do.
I like to have own business and already got a plan. But to me, sometimes life is fragile. Health is wealth
:( I hate to stuck sitting down. Fuck my life. Parents could nv understand and always underestimates me. I'm potential I know my ability :/
what we could have been, 3:16 AM.