Sunday, May 16, 2010
My best girlfriend forever xoxo
HAHAHA my fat fat chubby face:D
I was thinking of uploading my old cam whoring photos back to my blog as recently I did not cam whore as much as i do. HEE HEE! In the past, me and dear use to take photos! Now i guess, we did not take anymore. I so miss miss the past can. As i know the past used to be the sweetest. I want the past back.:D Soon i guess im gonna start work once my mom agree to meet up with her friend as a managing director. WOooooo. Money will be in sooner:D i so miss working life and of cause working life is so much better then leading a life with nothin:( but at least i can accompany dear since his holiday!:D If not when he start school already, his gonna be stressed up again hahahah! poor lil propooooo <3
When i was driving home to dear's home, i was wondering what's in dear's mind! arghh!! and all i know, recently his ex gf is with his clique again and that's make me so awkard. But i just dunnoe how and what to do. ZZzz. Its so weird all i can say. His ex gf and his clique tgt with dear though dear never talk to her much also.. JUST SO WEIRD! IM AINT NO TRANSPERANT but guess i treat it as nothing. IM good im fine just weird deep down my paper heart ahh fk. I simply love dear alot. I just wanna be so damn perfect for him and do whatever i can do cause i know dear its those kind of guy that is not firlt.:D but im not sure whenever each time he saw his ex will he think back about the past as i know he truly love her once.. IM such a failure but if there is one day his gonna leave my side, i cant do much cause i know his heart has a right choice:(
HAHAHA my fat fat chubby face:D
I was thinking of uploading my old cam whoring photos back to my blog as recently I did not cam whore as much as i do. HEE HEE! In the past, me and dear use to take photos! Now i guess, we did not take anymore. I so miss miss the past can. As i know the past used to be the sweetest. I want the past back.:D Soon i guess im gonna start work once my mom agree to meet up with her friend as a managing director. WOooooo. Money will be in sooner:D i so miss working life and of cause working life is so much better then leading a life with nothin:( but at least i can accompany dear since his holiday!:D If not when he start school already, his gonna be stressed up again hahahah! poor lil propooooo <3
When i was driving home to dear's home, i was wondering what's in dear's mind! arghh!! and all i know, recently his ex gf is with his clique again and that's make me so awkard. But i just dunnoe how and what to do. ZZzz. Its so weird all i can say. His ex gf and his clique tgt with dear though dear never talk to her much also.. JUST SO WEIRD! IM AINT NO TRANSPERANT but guess i treat it as nothing. IM good im fine just weird deep down my paper heart ahh fk. I simply love dear alot. I just wanna be so damn perfect for him and do whatever i can do cause i know dear its those kind of guy that is not firlt.:D but im not sure whenever each time he saw his ex will he think back about the past as i know he truly love her once.. IM such a failure but if there is one day his gonna leave my side, i cant do much cause i know his heart has a right choice:(
what we could have been, 4:14 AM.
