Monday, May 31, 2010
Its 2am in the morning right now. Today was a big day for pork. Its his 18th birthday! Waking up at 2 pm in the afternoon and from cck we went to sembawang shopping centre to grab our steamboat and bbq ingrediants. Reaching cymon's house at around 8 plus and start our steamboat and bbq. But before that we need to defrost and cut out and place it nicerly in the plates. But something really shocked me and caught my eye! Its so adorable can and at the same time i find it damn gross.
His birthday cake so damn creative. Custom made 1 kays :)
Past few days been really tired. So much of sacrifies. <3 but its worth it after all!:DD Gonna start work soon and will be missing dearest alot! DD: sigh sigh. Its been almost 4 months already and staying over at his house also 4 months. Many ups and down. This 4 months was really instense<3 and yet CLOSE. Is this what called love about. One of my friend posted on his facebook statues, do u find it this was really true enuff? or its just each personal opinion? DD: sighhhh! i find it so damn true! i just wan to be a princess:(
Dear's hair so nice so nice! but Dear the way u look at me even more nicE! i so miss the way that u look at me when we first met.! :O
P.s I love u alot do u ever felt it? I DOUBT! <33333
my love never change till u changed of heart <3
His birthday cake so damn creative. Custom made 1 kays :)
Past few days been really tired. So much of sacrifies. <3 but its worth it after all!:DD Gonna start work soon and will be missing dearest alot! DD: sigh sigh. Its been almost 4 months already and staying over at his house also 4 months. Many ups and down. This 4 months was really instense<3 and yet CLOSE. Is this what called love about. One of my friend posted on his facebook statues, do u find it this was really true enuff? or its just each personal opinion? DD: sighhhh! i find it so damn true! i just wan to be a princess:(
Dear's hair so nice so nice! but Dear the way u look at me even more nicE! i so miss the way that u look at me when we first met.! :O
P.s I love u alot do u ever felt it? I DOUBT! <33333
my love never change till u changed of heart <3
what we could have been, 1:50 AM.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Time flies! almost been 4 months with dear ler.! AND I <3 this song alot!I damn emo after listen this song zz
Jay Chou : Shuo Le Zai Jian 說了再見
Lyrics:
天亮了
雨下了
你走了清楚了
我愛的
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放
放不掉
淚在飄你看看
你看看
看不到我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好
說了再見
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好
天亮了
雨下了
你走了清楚了
我愛的
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放
放不掉
淚在飄你看看
你看看
看不到我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好
你的笑
你的好
腦海裡
一直在繞我的手
忘不了
你手的溫度心碎了一地
撿不回從前的心跳
傷心過去我無力逃跑
說再見
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好
P.s dear always so fierce when dota zz!<3
Jay Chou : Shuo Le Zai Jian 說了再見
Lyrics:
天亮了
雨下了
你走了清楚了
我愛的
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放
放不掉
淚在飄你看看
你看看
看不到我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好
說了再見
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好
天亮了
雨下了
你走了清楚了
我愛的
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放
放不掉
淚在飄你看看
你看看
看不到我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好
你的笑
你的好
腦海裡
一直在繞我的手
忘不了
你手的溫度心碎了一地
撿不回從前的心跳
傷心過去我無力逃跑
說再見
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好
P.s dear always so fierce when dota zz!<3
what we could have been, 8:29 AM.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Seriously i dunno what to blog about already.
At midnight went out with dear with clara and botak and pork. We
went to geylang to eat tao huey and went to eat dim sum also! Dim sum super nice at jalan basar there. I think shld be there.!:D
Gonna start work real soon! but now im seriously broke:( start work no more games and serious in money! am not gonna waste any money:D
P.s dota sucks big time.
At midnight went out with dear with clara and botak and pork. We
went to geylang to eat tao huey and went to eat dim sum also! Dim sum super nice at jalan basar there. I think shld be there.!:D
Gonna start work real soon! but now im seriously broke:( start work no more games and serious in money! am not gonna waste any money:D
P.s dota sucks big time.
what we could have been, 8:00 AM.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Dear doesnt like to watch comedy romance show. So unromantic of him. sigh sigh sigh! So I just watched it at funshion alone!:( That show is so damn nice and inspired! I was moved to tears by that show..Its worth watching!:D
Now i am super damn sick! DAMN THE FKING WEATHER!. Out of a sudden just rain and sunny! what is this..! NOw i am having sore throat and its freaking bad! slight fever and slight flu for now. My throat damn paiN! i hate sore throat! sore throat spread to fever! ARGHHHH! i feel like eating home cook porridge and drink cough syrup.! SHLD I GO TO SEE A DOC ALONE NOW? and be back at night to meet dear. I WANNA EAT PORRIDGE:(
P.S: dear is asleep now shld i left his side a while and go and see a doc mysef?
what we could have been, 12:32 PM.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
My best girlfriend forever xoxo
HAHAHA my fat fat chubby face:D
I was thinking of uploading my old cam whoring photos back to my blog as recently I did not cam whore as much as i do. HEE HEE! In the past, me and dear use to take photos! Now i guess, we did not take anymore. I so miss miss the past can. As i know the past used to be the sweetest. I want the past back.:D Soon i guess im gonna start work once my mom agree to meet up with her friend as a managing director. WOooooo. Money will be in sooner:D i so miss working life and of cause working life is so much better then leading a life with nothin:( but at least i can accompany dear since his holiday!:D If not when he start school already, his gonna be stressed up again hahahah! poor lil propooooo <3
When i was driving home to dear's home, i was wondering what's in dear's mind! arghh!! and all i know, recently his ex gf is with his clique again and that's make me so awkard. But i just dunnoe how and what to do. ZZzz. Its so weird all i can say. His ex gf and his clique tgt with dear though dear never talk to her much also.. JUST SO WEIRD! IM AINT NO TRANSPERANT but guess i treat it as nothing. IM good im fine just weird deep down my paper heart ahh fk. I simply love dear alot. I just wanna be so damn perfect for him and do whatever i can do cause i know dear its those kind of guy that is not firlt.:D but im not sure whenever each time he saw his ex will he think back about the past as i know he truly love her once.. IM such a failure but if there is one day his gonna leave my side, i cant do much cause i know his heart has a right choice:(
HAHAHA my fat fat chubby face:D
I was thinking of uploading my old cam whoring photos back to my blog as recently I did not cam whore as much as i do. HEE HEE! In the past, me and dear use to take photos! Now i guess, we did not take anymore. I so miss miss the past can. As i know the past used to be the sweetest. I want the past back.:D Soon i guess im gonna start work once my mom agree to meet up with her friend as a managing director. WOooooo. Money will be in sooner:D i so miss working life and of cause working life is so much better then leading a life with nothin:( but at least i can accompany dear since his holiday!:D If not when he start school already, his gonna be stressed up again hahahah! poor lil propooooo <3
When i was driving home to dear's home, i was wondering what's in dear's mind! arghh!! and all i know, recently his ex gf is with his clique again and that's make me so awkard. But i just dunnoe how and what to do. ZZzz. Its so weird all i can say. His ex gf and his clique tgt with dear though dear never talk to her much also.. JUST SO WEIRD! IM AINT NO TRANSPERANT but guess i treat it as nothing. IM good im fine just weird deep down my paper heart ahh fk. I simply love dear alot. I just wanna be so damn perfect for him and do whatever i can do cause i know dear its those kind of guy that is not firlt.:D but im not sure whenever each time he saw his ex will he think back about the past as i know he truly love her once.. IM such a failure but if there is one day his gonna leave my side, i cant do much cause i know his heart has a right choice:(
what we could have been, 4:14 AM.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Dear need to rush up his homework and later its his hand out already! Im still sober and its 1.36 am already! Friday night went to watch IP MAN 2. His favourite can YE WEN! OMG LAH. WHY I WANNA BE BRUCE'S LEE. I SAW this thing i feel like smiling :) HEH!I need attention! but i know u are busy with projects! no worries:D im fine!
His super tired i guess and stressed up! i dunno what to do..:( projects over soon! let's enjoy!:D
what we could have been, 1:34 AM.
