Monday, January 19, 2009

Sigh its her birthday and yet she said its her worst birthday ever and complying that im ruining it. SIGH. I dint mean it kays. It was of cause ur blog was DEFINTELY that i am damn sure that its all about me. Why dun u dare to admit and u keep saying its ur other friend. Sigh. U wont blog or debate ur blog to other but only to me. Sigh. In that case, i am really SORRY TO YOU LUHS.I guessed its that.. u seriously had enuff of me already so its like to me what i felt about u thinking of me...like this"CANDY CAN U LIKE JUST F*** off, CAUSE U ARE DAMN IRRIATING AND ANNOYING AND KEEP BOTHERING ME." Sigh freaking sad. The Convo ended but to me u're just running away and dare not to face up the facts. WHY DUN U? Any1 reading my blog can u tell me, DOES GOD RUN AWAY AS WELL AND TEACHES HIS CHILDREN TO RUN AWAY? Sigh. damn disappointed. ITS HUMAN NATURE. Maybe the time is still not there yet for u. But please, DO TELL ME, What are u thinking of maybe u just dun wanna speak up cause u're scared or u just find it too childish and there's no way to settle? C'om settling its not like a kiddo. SETTLE LIKE AN ADULT. WHY NID TO RUN AWAY AND LET ME FACE IN DOUBT. Sigh. U will never know kays and seriously how i felt now u will never know...ANY1...this STUPID PREOBLEM WILL REMINDS ME ALWAYS LAH. Maybe u and i will live in guilt cause there's not answer to my question yet.SIGH

IM IN SUCH A GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT AFTER BEING FOR SUCH A GOOD FRIEND, SCHOOL FRIEND, CLASSMATES AND GIRLFRIEND. U never had time for me. Why others can?Why cant u?
T.T

what we could have been, 8:23 AM.