Thursday, November 13, 2008

I had one problem and those reading my blog i really do hope U can help by advising me. Recently, i had ask one of my best girl friend out, but it seems that she is busy with her stuff. E.G like work office hour, bible study, cell groups, church, discipleship. I really dun know what to do. I really do wanna go out with her. She's my best girl friend and aka liao. I shared my problems with her. When im down, she used to be the one listen to my sorrows. But everything its just like, GONE. No matter how hard i ask her out, she will be busy with church stuff. I know maybe become a christian everything to her first piority church its the first. Sigh. I dun know what to do. Everytime i felt rejected and neglected and being lonely with a accompanion like her seems like i'd no best girlfriend anymore. I really do hope no matter how busy she is she could just find a little time for me. As you know when we grow up and start a family like some middle age people, they are just busy already. LIke having a family, that of cause family come first. And if my best girlfriend dun hang out with me now or few years to come, in ten years to come, we just dont have time for each other. Not even a word we could talk in future. SIGH. could anyone helped me? Im not talking bad about her. I just wanna blog how i feel and thus someone can help me and advise me with it. I know all she cared now, maybe its equally but i dun feel it. We had just drifted apart. Sigh. damn sad luhs.

Everything seems so near, but i just couldn't feel it anymoreT.T

what we could have been, 1:55 PM.