Saturday, November 29, 2008
I'm back from blogging.There's too many things to blog. Just came back from malacca trip not long only.LOL. SO FUN! I will update more about my malacca trip with those stupid guys and dearest and of cause shuyi.HAHAHS. Today all come over to my house to have steamboat.Bought all those food about 120 bucks but in the end they cant finished.! OMG! And ton over at my house till 4 am. But in the end went to sleep.!LOL! Waking up at 1pm with dear and leave with him over to his house.It WAS a great gathering. My cute xuewei was there too.! Took some photos with her. Im still waiting for her to update either friendster or blog so i could put up as well.! DEAR U ARE GOING TO ARMY SOON!
IM GONNA MISS YOU TILL DEAD!
I LOVE YOU!
what we could have been, 1:26 PM.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
SIAN MAN! Today my period damn hardcore and pain. Its unbearable. I couldn't take it anymore sia..DAMN! ITS SO THE PAIN! Today was such in a rush. Meet kok at prebyterian high outside and went back to that damn school with dear and kok to take dear's 'N' level cert. DAMN! They said they doesnt have his name on the list. So i called to MOE to ask. And finally he will get his cert.;D Dear super happy.LOL! After that went to kok's house. Dear learn his BTT test for tomorrow. I guessed his damn hard working.lol....HAHAHAHHAHA
IM SO IN PAIN!
but pain killer rocks.!!!
what we could have been, 10:49 PM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Today wake up super early. I went to far east at supercut to rebond my problematic curls. I sat there for 4 an a half hours. My butt starts to HURTS. LOL!. Dear reached far east at 5pm to picked me up. But then i wanted to try something that i had not tried. HAIR EXTENSIONS.LOL! So i went to put. Its like okok only luh. LOL! After that went to yio chu kang market to have dinner with dear and qing, michael, kok and jie came. We SLACK AGAIN! LOL!!!....
what we could have been, 11:54 PM.
omg. Counting down to malacca trip. LOL. But before Malacca, dear need to take up BTT test. LOL. I guessed if he failed, his trip to Malacca will be sad luh.LOL. At about 8.30, kok, jie, qing came to dear's home. We went downstair so chill a while before coming up. Do u know why? Cause dear's brother was scolding his granny. I guessed his granny make up a fuss about something and his brother couldnt resist and scold and shout. DAMMIT. DAMN LOUD. His brother really that lur so kind. HATE IT MAN. Like he cannot say once but twice..what's wrong with him? Mentally retard or what?LOL lah! one of a kind same to his beautiful girlfriend. I doesnt really likes them. They neither do chores but just know how to talk big say as if they done and tell me did i saw when they do chores. What for? If they had done, im sure the place will be tidy and ppl will know that its already cleaned. But i dun see a difference man. I dislike them.His girlfriend also not that pretty.LOL LAH! As long he likes can already cause i know this is what love about. But their attitude suck up! fags. I dun wanna talk about them. Make me super pissed off. Shuyi came after her work and bough 2 mc chicken for those stupid guys. SHE'S GOOD! ;D they went off by last train then.lol lah.. today really sucked up to those couple. COUPLESS LIKE THIS.LOL!
what we could have been, 1:21 AM.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Sian. Wake up and about 5 plus went down to yio chu kang to slack with kokheng, yanjie, jianxiang and dear.Were talking cock all the way and since im already at yio chu kang decided to message angel and ask her whether she wanna come down and chill with us but then she replied one of my message and called her but she's still at expo and i got home and message her she dint even reply to my message.LOL Lah. Im big hearted and let it go. But still i felt neglected again. BOREDOM...DAMN!!!
what we could have been, 1:00 AM.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Im frustrated man. My mom called me and i were sleeping so soundly. Dear's Mom keep knocking the door till im awake. I slept at 6.30 am and woke up at 12.30. Insufficent of sleep man.!Later will be goin to serangoon garden one of the karaoke pub.lol. Shall update when i got home.;DWent to serangoon whatever karaoke pub lol! i dint sing as im not a good singer then those ppl were singing. DAMN NOISY LA...nth to updatefeeling frustrated and unwell
what we could have been, 1:25 PM.
Damn tired man. Today went home to have dinner;D So long did not eat home cooked food and SOUP! After eating went over to yanjie's house. When i step to his room and i saw those stupid guys are lifting weights. DAMN FUNNY. Those guys consist of Yanjie, Kokheng, dearest. Qing did not lift any weight. I mean he doesnt nid too. LOL. Those guys just make me luff so much till BTH. lol! I mean like being with them hanging out with those silly guys and dear just so funny luhs.LOL. They always like to do things like those weirdo;x act like one tho. LOL! About 11 plus went to took train home with dear. DAMN SHACK but say only hardly sleep early this few days. LOL. So i go home and girl called me. She asked me whether could help in her audition story mode.OF CAUSE CAN ;D im willing too. LOL.GIRL IM GOOD;P wahahhaha. she is such a cutey. So good to be young.;) After done in audition went to read one of my best friend blog. I know she's tired. Im being very understanding and patience already. LOL. Im not like talking bad about you. I know your tired and busy with stuff but cant you just take a break right. Next time im sure we hardly can meet up. Cause we have our own lives to go on. Like starting a family and working life.If we hardly meet out now, im sure there's no more next time we could meet up.sigh.! i just wanna meet u to chill, drink a coffee or tea or whatever drinks. Im also very tired. I know i mean am not working now but then Im just like a wife liao luh.LOL! wash clothes everything and also struggling with money tho i can say i came from quite a wealthy background. But then next time we hardly meet up. WE have our stuff to do. Im understandable. I mean u dun even wanna talk to me about it. I wouldn't know.Its okay. I've been alone since u are gone.;)Talk to me alright. Tho we are only eighteen, We shouldnt be stressed i mean over what?u have been stressed since secondary school i guess its church stuffthings.Only christian can be close to their friends what about non-christian.Im not criticizing about christian. Im just lost.anything just message me or what luhs..;Dcheers.
ANGEL;D
what we could have been, 1:36 AM.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
I had one problem and those reading my blog i really do hope U can help by advising me. Recently, i had ask one of my best girl friend out, but it seems that she is busy with her stuff. E.G like work office hour, bible study, cell groups, church, discipleship. I really dun know what to do. I really do wanna go out with her. She's my best girl friend and aka liao. I shared my problems with her. When im down, she used to be the one listen to my sorrows. But everything its just like, GONE. No matter how hard i ask her out, she will be busy with church stuff. I know maybe become a christian everything to her first piority church its the first. Sigh. I dun know what to do. Everytime i felt rejected and neglected and being lonely with a accompanion like her seems like i'd no best girlfriend anymore. I really do hope no matter how busy she is she could just find a little time for me. As you know when we grow up and start a family like some middle age people, they are just busy already. LIke having a family, that of cause family come first. And if my best girlfriend dun hang out with me now or few years to come, in ten years to come, we just dont have time for each other. Not even a word we could talk in future. SIGH. could anyone helped me? Im not talking bad about her. I just wanna blog how i feel and thus someone can help me and advise me with it. I know all she cared now, maybe its equally but i dun feel it. We had just drifted apart. Sigh. damn sad luhs.
Everything seems so near, but i just couldn't feel it anymoreT.T
what we could have been, 1:55 PM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
It was my parents 35th anniversary. We went to one hotel where they first met and have dinner together. So SWEET. My mom bought my mom a CORUM brand watches. I guessed it make cost her a bomb. But my dad gonna get her something she will never expect.A BMW CAR. DAMN.How sweet can they be. lol lah. So after eating we went to bugis to walk and headed to Swensen's to have Ice- Cream. So lame lah. Just enjoyed the moment while they were smiling away. My dad fetch me to yck to meet kok, yanjie and dear. We were chit chatting half way, sianaik came.LOL. We slack and talking some rubbish stuff and dear and me headed for last train back home. Today i realied, Eating Ice cream will melts me down and sweeten my life up. ;D
I WANNA GO ON DIET TOO! not gonna be a thinspo but wanna get the weight and figure i want to...i wanna be the girl next door...
what we could have been, 3:54 PM.
Monday, November 10, 2008
This afternoon just finished washing plenty of clothes. DAMN TIRED. Maybe this will stop when i go back home?LOL. Why do we always quarrel over small things? I just cant remember what is that food called right that i wanted to eat. Thus you vent your anger to me. But ITS OKAY.Im being patient with it.Luckily you got me as a girlfriend. If not you can look into some other girls luh.Im already very PATIENT with over this things already.Dun wanna quarrel but trying to aviod. Everything seems for you, friends are important to you. I just dunno why. Sigh.Maybe next time when you in nid a huge sum of money let's see who will goin to lend you.LOL. Just an example maybe ur best buddies will lend you. Kays, I just loved to watched you playing dota. Cause its so fun and i can learn through. But U LIKE PLAYING PS3 and i dun even know how to see. Dear if you are reading this, im gonna say i love you inspite of everything. We went through thick and thin before and now ALSO. Dun give up on me. 2 years 3 months still growing strong. We will face lots of things in the future.
I LOVE YOU. No matter,
i still love you.TLJJ (TM)muacks.!!!!!<3>I JUST LOVE YOU CAN
IM NOT FINE WITHOUT YOU. you are my only TLJJ FOREVER!
what we could have been, 6:49 PM.
How i wish whenever we go out we wont even rushed. I hate the rush that your friends like very kanjiong. If they want to meet just give a time. Everyone will be happy. I hate rushing so does other girls. Guys are always like this. Whenever im dolling up, dear told me, FASTER CAN! We are late. How late can we get?=.=
WHATEVER. Im already very patience already. Last night, went to cyberdome, went to play audition with xuewei.DAMN HAPPY LA. Cause Xuewei's sister CPL.lol..Girl (xuewei), I read your blog already. So sad that yinkiat is like this but then we girls must be super patience in order to last with our boyfriends.Right? Dont doubt and let wild imagination run wild. Anything you can talk to me.But you and YINKIAT HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 1year and 8 mth and now you are giving away.Hehs. But i know its out of agony only..I will support you no matter what. ^^ Last night went home about 4 am taking cab home! DAMN EXPENSIVE. Forget it. Once a while Samuel and Yinkiat Book out. Let those damn guys play all they want. To those in relationship, relationship are hardly come by and its only fated who you are with now. Treasure and cherish and learn through eveystep had taken place. Relationship is just like a VIVID FLOWER, once, you did not water them daily it will die. It also applies to me. Every relationship is hard to hold but to all relationship had been torn, it will be another new beginning for you.....
Dear went out at 4 plus and i thought that he would be goin to orchard to accompany samuel to get his stuff but in the end i doubt that he get it.He nid to book in by 9 and nid to reach home at 6 plus the lastest. SIGH.FUCK U LAH. Never go then say lah. Say it in the first place and now im staying at your bloody home updating blog and u can jolly well do your own things luhs.FUCK U. I think i dun wanna care about you anymore.DO WHATEVER U LIKE HUR.
FAGS. Throw me ASIDE and when u nid something u like plead until you will get it.FUCKED UP MAN.why does guys are always like this.They can have their own fun and throw their girlfriend aside.CB KIA. im so PISSED RIGHT NOW. You say you goin to city hall to have your meals and then in the end say you also will be goin to Orchard again. FUCK U LAH. CAB FAIR U BLIND IS IT? So what if im blogging all these.It doesnt harm you anyway.WHATEVER.
PISSSSSED ME OFF!><
what we could have been, 3:27 PM.
omg what the hell! i did not update my blog yesterday and today my blog its so wordy and i dislike it. Too wordy somehow people might not read it as you know it will get too bored!
Last time went to watch " The Coffin" .Horrible show.Not Worth watching. Its an M18 show i guessed. So people DONT GO AND WATCH IT! NOT WORTH IT. So after watching that stupid movie went to slack.Kok called Xiaoli out and we hang there at her block and slack. We talked about our trip to MALACCA!. I scared i will be boredoom sia! DAMNS. nevermind..everything had already planned and i hope it went smoothly and hope dear will enjoy before he'll be joining police academy. ^Now its already 1.15. Am at upper thomson road at one of the lanshop. sian lah.dunno nid to ton until wat time and then go home. boring sia.!!Really dunnoe what to do. I only know I WANNA GO HOME SOON!!!^
what we could have been, 4:17 PM.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
omg.IM WITHOUT MAKE UP AT CHANGI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT!GROSS!!
this is what i ate with terence's dad.Today was his birthday!!! LOL!
DAMN! today someone called me and telling me to go home. ITS A PRANK CALL!
stupid PEOPLE! im damn angry><
DAMN PISSED WITH THAT PERSONHe told me he knows me but i doesnt know HIM! FUCK MAN! I talked to that person and in the end im already damn pissed so i divert my incoming calls to mc delivery.!!!
stupid ppl. My dear thought i gave away my numbers again.But i did not kays.
I think i just hack fuck till that person call me again, i will think of another solution to talked to him!FUCK THAT PERSON! If he called me again.!!!
i SURE TULAN again.!SIGH!
what can i do..''wondering" anyone?!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 12:58 AM.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008

DEAREST, i love you.
Today im damn Beat! Heading down to orchard but in the end did not get much things. Guessed im too tired. I just got a Calvin Klein Boxers. Its cause 49 bucks for one.Not worth it.I only just adore the brand. Angel and I keep walking to and fro.DAMN SIAN ARHS! ORCHARD REALLY SUCk UP!.
shan't say anything.THIS PHOTO WAS TAKEN ON SUNDAY! Dearest and me were about to go out. I LOVE YOU LOTS.!MUACKS. CHEIRSH ME MORE. HEH.
i lovessssssss u♥
what we could have been, 11:24 PM.
i guessed im too busy to blog or just dun wanna get some time to blog. Many things had happened.Im not quite sure whether things will be fine but hope it MAN^^
im goin off soon to orchard to grab my stuff.Damn tired! anyway blog updated again. BORING!
heh!
what we could have been, 10:51 AM.